Okay, look at the date today and it's my 1st Anni with Amaliah Allaby ♥ I can't believe that we went through shit and still stick together. I can't believe i still love her. I can't believe that i'm still with her. She change me from a player to a faithful boyfriend. It's not that i wanna say act hot or stuff and say that i can have alot of girls but i know before her i have alot of girls and they are all not like Amaliah Allaby ♥ I'm glad that she in my life now and i don't wanna lose her. I'm not gonna play with her feelings or either hurt her cause i love her so much. If she's reading this i bet you guys she will be smiling and shock cause i updated this blog of mine. :D I I would'nt wanna promise cause promises are meant to be broken. I wanna make it happen and not break it. I wanna work hard, study hard and achieve my goal in marrying you my dear. I know it's hard to believe what im typing with my attitude like this and i change but deep inside me there's still the 1 year ago Ayid you know. I'm sorry if i change to a naughty, rough, not listening and egoistic Ayid now. I hope you can still love, care and accept me Baby and I will care for you, i will love you like how your mum and dad do. When we get married let's have kids and name them Adrelina Natalia ♥ if it's a baby girl and Zeefky Asyriq ♥ if it's a baby boy. Those names are so beautiful. Baby, if we can go through this shit for one year i bet we can go through more shit that might be coming towards us in the few years time when we are married. After reading all back what i type it's like im ready to be your lifetime partner. I already feel everything how my mum and dad feel going through rocky mountains up and down and argue. You taught me alot Dear. You thought me how to stay strong and get up when i got knock down. I can type all day long but i guess this already quite enough for me to explain how much i love you ♥ Tell me what you think after reading this alright Baby. I going off too bed now.